Adios

 

I feel like I’m being swept up in a powerful rip that’s pulling me out to sea.

A vacuum that’s sucking me into the unknown.

A rocket on the pad as it’s about to be launched into the stratosphere.

 

The last month has flown by, as we expected but it really is a surreal feeling as I’m sitting by the bay where me and Jess shared our first kiss, in my undies after going for a spontaneous swim to cool off after a skate. Storm clouds loom behind me as the pressure starts to build but I feel at peace, carefree and happy.

I’ve caught up with friends, some that span over three decades, some much more recent. Friends from all different chapters of my life and what I can take away from that is many people come and go from our lives. They all impact and shape us in different ways. It spins me out thinking about the last time that we have talked to someone and didn’t know it. We can get so caught up in the hustle and fast pace of the world that we are living that sometimes we can forget to enjoy the simple things and the connections we make.

I have truely amazing people in my life and I am extremely grateful for that. I’ve laughed, cried, embraced and let go of some pretty big things that have been taking up too much space in my life. The feeling of weightlessness once I let go felt so liberating and that’s allowed space to be fill with positives. I had a divine conversation with one of my friends in Van Diemens land whilst saying my goodbyes. So much wisdom was shared but one of the big take always was the word grace. It’s an area that I’ve been lacking in but such a powerful thing to embrace and implement.

Perception becomes reality. When we change our minds we can change our world and I will be writing more about this as I continue to work on myself.

As the wind is picking up bringing the storm closer to me, it’s time to put my shorts on and race Mother Nature home but I just want to say thank you to my friends and loved ones. I will miss and cherish our moments but take comfort in the fact that we are only a phone call, email, message away and the beautiful thing about not knowing what the future will bring is just like the wind blowing the leafs around, you never know when the wind of life will blow us back together again.

 

Until that time, Mucho amor mi amigos e nos Vermos pronto!!